Che Mood Tak De.... :(

Sorry, mood tak de...dah hilang; hopefully my mood will come back soon.

I hate these kind of mixed feelings....when you feel - anger building up inside you; when you feel frustrated; when you feel like you want to choke someone to death; when you feel like you want to smash someone's head to the wall; when you wanna curse everything and anything but at the same time, the other side of you keeps telling you to keep cool; to be more patient; to be forgiving; to accept the qada and qadar of Allah and rezeki comes from Him and on His wills, rezeki can be taken back.

All these has taken away the joy and excitement I had last night after I bought a new pair of running shoes...

Damnnn!

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